About the Book

My mom asked me to write this book while she was on her deathbed. It is a responsibility that I could not ignore. I think no one could. So, I’m passing this along not only to fulfill that obligation, but also to honor the life she led, the lessons she taught me, and the beautiful end-of-life visions she had during her last few days. 

This book is my best attempt at relaying my mom’s end-of-life experiences which she urged me to pass along, in addition to some of my perspective on those visions based on my own interpretations.

It is my story of caring for my mom as she passed away, her powerful and compelling insights as she approached death, and my surprising spiritual journey with her since then.

Read an Excerpt

My mom, Carlie, died on August 1st, 2019 at the age of 73. Her physical body fell to kidney disease and complications from pneumonia. We were very close, – always collaborating on creative projects, consulting each other on our paths, helping each other laugh and cry our way through life’s trials. She was the best mom I could have asked for, and I still miss her every single day. She came close to dying from a similar (and related) disease once when I was a kid, so it was a personal loss I had expected and feared for most of my life.

Read an excerpt from the first chapter of Dawn

Before July 29th, 2019, I was not a very spiritual person, and I believed that having any real knowledge of the afterlife was probably impossible. I thought that death was maybe final – the end of the line, if you will. I thought that any insights into the otherside were unknowable. I did not believe in ghosts, spirits, angels, or anything of the sort. I was maybe open to those things conceptually, but I didn’t believe it. I believed only in what science could prove. I considered myself agnostic, not claiming to know about these matters one way or another.  I felt pretty comfortable with those unknowns. I had accepted long ago that I would never know what lies beyond.

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But the events that occurred on and after July 29th, 2019, have convinced me otherwise.

. . .  chapter one . . .

She couldn’t stop talking about these visions she was having. She seemed to have a new understanding of life, death, and how it all works; how it’s all connected. She said she could see it all so clearly now that she was nearing the end.

She was so focused on me writing it, drawing it, understanding it. She dictated to me.  I listened, I typed, I sketched, and I nodded. She started talking about it to anyone who entered the room including the food crew, the cleaning staff, the nurses and doctors. 

I wish you could see what I have seen!she would tell them in an excited and confident voice. 

Hospital life went on as normal around us with all of its beeps and bustling while she danced in the space between life and death. And, I witnessed.

She described how she’d been having visions and dreams about this for months, but just today – just this morning – she had seen all of it.  And, she wanted to see it more; she was ready to go. 

I am on the threshold of life and death. At the end, you can see all of it, and it makes so much sense,she said. I am ready to go. There is nothing to be afraid of.” 

About Carlie

Carlie’s life is a story of love and devotion to her dear husband Tom, to their children Bliss, Shannon, and Dorie, to their five grandchildren, and to her faith, music, friends and community. She leaves with us her music that brings joy, tears, humor and dignity. Carlie generously shared her many talents, her deep well of compassion, her natural grace, her sweet spirit and her passionate energy with us all.

She was a kind, smart, considerate, genuine, compassionate person who loved Willie Nelson, UT Longhorn football, National Geographic, and any kind of chocolate. She also loved math, travel, history, and family. She was a composer, a musician, and a poet. Carlie’s Christian faith was central to her life and fueled her creative energy. She offered her original music and poetry as a celebration of life as well as an encouragement to those who are dealing with its problems and stresses.

During those precious last days with her while she was passing away, she had powerful visions and dreams of the afterlife, the universe, and our spiritual place in all of it. I listened as she emphatically proclaimed and described to me what she was witnessing while at death’s door. She insisted that I write and publish a book about it, a book called Dawn this book. 

Carlie passed away peacefully on Thursday August 1, 2019 at Baylor Scott & White hospital in Temple, Texas with her family by her side and her music playing.

Learn more about Carlie and her music >

About the Author

Dorie Burdett Pickle is a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister, a friend, and a nature lover. Dorie works full-time as CreativePickle’s Founding Principal and Creative Director. She is also a writer, an artist, and a musician. When her mom, Carlie, asked Dorie to promise to write about her end of life dreams, thoughts, and visions, Dorie readily accepted the challenge.

Dorie’s journey with Dawn was a cathartic expression of grief in addition to fulfilling her last promise to her mom. Dorie has started a foundation called Shapes in the Clouds in honor of art, music, and nature therapy for helping with grief, illness, anxiety, and other life trials. Dorie also serves on the advisory board of Candlelight Ranch, a nonprofit providing nature therapy to those in need.

Dorie is passionate about spreading the word about Carlie’s approach to death, and her related visions that helped her transition in her final days.

Dorie has a Bachelor’s Degree in English with a focus on creative writing from the University of Texas at Austin, as well as a Master’s Degree from the LBJ School of Public Affairs.

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Recent Press: Dorie was featured as a “hidden gem” by Voyage Austin Magazine, in 2021 and she was recently interviewed about her thoughts on remote working, how to stay creatively engaged, and some of the challenges of running a small business in Canvas Rebel Magazine

What People Say about DAWN

“You captured many thoughts and feelings that I have experienced and continue to experience. Never thought I would say that I look forward to picking up a book about grief, but it’s true.”

“A wonderful, precious tribute”

“As Dorie sat beside her mother in the hospital, bearing witness to her final days with kidney disease, she found herself in the midst of something extraordinary. Her mother, fully aware that her time was limited, spoke with an urgent, unfiltered clarity—sharing vivid visions, dreams, and reflections about life, death, and the journey beyond. It was as if a veil had lifted, and she wanted—needed—to pass on everything she was seeing before she slipped away.

Dorie did what she knew best: she listened deeply. She wrote. She sketched. She captured the whirlwind of her mother’s thoughts, the beauty and chaos of that sacred time, and the emotional intensity of bearing witness to someone trying to articulate what lies beyond this life. In Dawn, Dorie doesn’t just recount these moments—she places the reader right there in the hospital room, hearing her mother’s words, feeling the confusion and awe, and glimpsing the mystery through her mother’s eyes. The result is Dawn, a stunning reflection on life, death, grief, and what might come after—told not as an ending, but as part of something much greater.

Through the lens of both daughter and creative, Dorie translates this deeply personal experience into one that resonates universally. She believes that opening ourselves to conversations about death, the meaning of life, and our purpose is essential to our collective emotional well-being. With a blend of vulnerability, humor, and creative insight, she creates a safe space for us to think more deeply, feel more fully, and grapple with loss and with the enduring connections that continue long after someone is gone.

Dawn touched me in a profoundly personal way. I read it just a few months after my own father passed away. Like Dorie, I found myself in a hospital room, watching someone I love slip away. My father had lost his short-term memory due to dementia, and in those final days, I clung to every moment we had, aching to connect, knowing our time was running out. I sobbed reading Dawn—not only from grief, but from the beauty of Dorie’s mother and her fierce desire to communicate something lasting. Dorie gave voice to an experience that so often goes unspoken, capturing the tenderness, the heartbreak, and the grace of a mother and daughter navigating their final days together.”

“I could hear your mother’s voice and see the expressions you described. It was amazing.”

“It’s like Tuesdays with Morrie, but between a mother and daughter, and modern-day. I really enjoyed it. I keep passing it along to others in my life who need to hear this message.”

“Dawn is a refreshingly accessible human story that lifts the veil of death to affirm what modern science and ancient mysticism convey about the shape of reality and life beyond this physical incarnation.”

“This was such a comforting and healing read I didn’t know I needed!

Reading Dawn by Dorie Burdett Pickle felt like a warm, reassuring hug for my heart. Having experienced major loss in my own life, this book gave me such a sense of peace and hope that I didn’t even realize I was still searching for.

The way Dorie shares her mother’s final days and the spiritual moments that came with them is so raw, real, and beautifully written. It made me feel less alone in my own grief and helped me open my heart to the possibility that there’s more waiting for us on the other side. Even after losing my daughter in 2006, I still yearn to be able to see her again, on the other side.

This isn’t just a book about death — it’s about love, connection, and the soul’s journey. It reminded me that even in the hardest moments, there’s beauty and meaning if we’re open to seeing it.

If you’ve ever lost someone you love, or just need a little light in a heavy world, I truly recommend this book. It stayed with me long after I finished the last page.”

Where to Find Dawn
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Austin, TX 78745

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